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The crowd at
the dinner table was quite a site. Each person
different, with one thing in common...a family
and Samantha was the newest member.
Jesse...the hippie boy with an ear for the
keyboard, dually talented guitar player, and the
perfect harmony to Adam's voice. Not to mention
half of the Carmichael/Levine songwriting
partnership.
Mickey...the fun-loving bassist who always had
his hand in all sorts of trouble and was there
through it all. Mickey lightens the mood with
his insanely funny jokes and gestures.
Ryan...the responsible older brother who was
always just as guilty as the rest, but got off
without charge. He met fellow LA boy, Adam, when
he was 10 and was the final member of Kara's
Flowers. His knack for rhythm and partnership
with Jesse's keyboard skills led him to become
an excellent drummer.
James...the last member of Maroon 5, but
certainly a big part of the family. The
Nebraskan with the flying fingers was an
immediate welcome to the group and the other
boys wouldn't have it any other way.
Adam... a great singer and he's the other half
of the Carmichael/Levine partnership, but
still...Adam's different. His heartbreaks
inspired him to write many of the songs on the
Songs About Jane album and he stills picks up
his guitar to jam on a track with James.
Ella...the girl with a brilliant mind, but a
terrible past. Her need to take care of others
and her fears literally pushed her to the brink
of insanity. She overcame the biggest obstacle
in life and became whole.
Samantha...the sixteen year old girl that is a
mystery to everyone, and lately, including her
older sister. Sam needs to learn to make the
right decisions in her life, but may not be able
to because of the pressure.
"I'm not that hungry right now...um, I'm going
to go upstairs," Samantha excused herself.
"Sam, ten minutes ago you all but tore the tin
apart. Are you okay?" Ella asked.
"I'm fine."
"Samantha..."
"Ella, you're not my mother, okay? Leave me
alone."
For the first time since they'd met, the guys
saw the look of pure hurt in Ella's eyes as her
sister turned her away.
"Sorry," she apologized weakly as she began to
pick at her food.
"I'm going upstairs," she stormed out of the
kitchen, gathered her bags from the door, and
pounded up the stairs.
"Excuse me," Ryan pushed away from the table.
"Yeah, me too," Mickey followed suit as he and
Ryan went to the basement door as they opened,
closed it and stepped light-footed to the
stairs.
"Don't bother going after her," Ella stated
blankly as she continued picking at her food,
back turned.
"How in the hell..." Mickey turned around.
"I may not see you, but I'm not stupid, guys. I
know what you're trying to do. She's acting
selfish, like she always does. Do you hear me,
Sam? You need to stop acting like a foolish
twelve year old and grow up. You're almost 17."
"Sam's in her room..." Ryan shook his head.
"No, she's not, she's right above your head
though. I'm not crazy, am I Samantha?"
No answer.
"Ella..." Ryan asked.
"I am right, aren't I, Sam?"
"Ella!" Ryan yelled.
"No, she's right. Ms. Perfect over here is
always right," Sam yelled and stormed into her
room.
Ryan ran upstairs after Sam and Mickey heeded
Ella's warning and retreated downstairs.
"Sam?" Ryan asked the plain white wood in front
of him.
"Go away!" the voice replied.
"Sam, come on. You can't just sit there and
steam all night."
"Don't be one of them..."
"One of who?"
The door before him was replaced with a tear
stained face belonging to a now pale, young
woman.
"The ones that try to control my life," she ran
her hands through her messy strands. "They can't
make me do anything, they just can't!"
Samantha turned away and ran back to her haven
of blue linens.
"Sam, you can't just run away from your
problems..."
"I know, I know. Don't be foolish, Samantha. You
need to think about your future. Why can't you
be more like your sister?"
"I'm not comparing you to Ella. Why would you
think that?"
"She ran away from her problems and look what
happened to her? She was in a nuthouse."
"That's not fair, Sam. It wasn't her fault."
"She stayed. I never would."
"She had to."
"No she didn't."
"Why are you so damn angry, Samantha? What could
she have possibly done that was so wrong?"
"Did you know that I spent two of my birthdays
at that place because Ella couldn't be here?
Yep, I celebrated my first two years of being a
teen at that horrid place."
"I'm sure that she wished she could have
changed that..."
"But my birthday is next week and no one has
even mentioned it. My parents jetted off to
Spain...and I'm stuck here. Alone, like I always
am." |